Desperate for sanctuary

At the moment I am desperate for a sanctuary that is private so that I can go there and seek refuge away from this single minded capitalist conservative stronghold that is the town in which I live.

I have been having some ideas for a long time about where I can get one the budget and with the means that are available and there is very little for me. 

For recent months I have been using places in the middle of the country side, forests and fields that are off of the tracks used by dog walkers. Although I have been unsuccessful as it seems that everywhere that I go people seem to come. 

This world is litterally driving me to insanity. I need to find something to get me out of here.

My new venture for isolation is less in the great outdoors and I am always keeping my eye out on garages in my local area and the ones that I have been looking at I have to keep in mind a few things.

1. Location.
2. How much it is being used.
3. Who owns it. 
4. How much they will accept.

At the moment I have been unsuccessful. But I am going to push on and post here what happens from now on.

Please people keep your fingers crossed for me.

I need salvation.

Why do my days never run to plan?

So today I was supposed to meet my friend. They dont have a phone at the moment so they had no method of contacting me which was a problem first of all. But to cut a long story short they didnt turn up when they were supposed to. I waited for an hour. In the cold and they never showed up.

Now I do need to say they have done this before. Anyway so I leave.  Go and get a tens (Gram of Weed). Then I get a call from an unknown number. Its them telling me this ridiculous story about how the bus broke down or some shit like that.

In the end they met me two hours after they had told they would be. But my point is why do my days have a plan and then always going in ten different directions and me have no control. Does this happen to you?

What this is.

This is my blog kind of thing. I will be posting things here that wont be posted somewhere else. These will be like text and image based posts.