I was in an accident

VIDEO!


So yeah.... i was involved in an accident and this is basically what happened...

An Unfortunate Series of events

I recorded some videos, that were good enough to come out, but with recent events they have all become redundant.

With a recent series of events they have become pointless and what i was saying doesnt really make sense.

But do not fear there is going to be a video explaining the whole thing, I think ill need to get stoned to make sense of it all.

I know that this is a very small post but this is how I having to type at the moment because I cannot bend my arm



New Video has been recorded will be up at some point.

MAKING MY FIRST BONG BOWL!!! **NEW VIDEO** (9/12/2015)

                                    LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YmvdoBjt0lE

In this video I attempt to and i would say successfully made a bowl for my water bottle bong. I dont think that I will ever use a proper bong, I like to make mine I dont know it is a little achievement. 

So come over and watch it either to see how I did it or to have a small tutorial type of thing.

How I have spent my 3 day weekend (6/12/2015)

Sorry for the lack of blog posts, I mean I was posting daily the other week and now I am not posting for days at a time. You see the thing is, I only make videos or write blog posts, or really do anything, when I am in the mood to do that particular thing. Recently I havent been in the mood to write fucking blog posts so I havent, although I have made a shit tonne of videos for you guys so they will be out soon!

So this weekend I had the friday off so I have had a 3 day weekend. Heres how it has gone litterally everyday so far,

• Go to shop, get food and drinks.
• Go to forest
• Set up
• Smoke weed
• Sit there and eat and drink for an hour or so.
• Wander aimlessly.
• Go home when sober.

Now this is not a complaint and to be honest if I had the means or the money this is how I would spend everday, its been so peaceful and relaxing. A lot of shit has been getting on top me recently so I thought that I was going to treat myself by doing this.

You see I dont need to spend a million pounds, or go on holiday in order to have a good time or be happy. To give you the exact figure it has costed me £16 for the three days.

• Weed = £10

• Food & Drink = £2 x 3 days

And so this is a very cheap way for me to get away from all of my problems and the whole of the human race.

While I am out there I do the usual like I think that I have told you in videos before. I usually watch a load of youtube videos and movies on my phone and then just sit and chill out. I prefer to be outside rather than inside when I am high though. I dont know why.


But yeah tell me about when you get high what do you like to do, what is your routine if you have one?

IM SCARED OF OTHER PEOPLE *NEW VIDEO* (4/12/2015)

My new youtube and zeekly video is here for the world to see. This is the fourth installment to the chatting high series and also it is going to be the last time the chatting high video will be like in a vlog format, from now on they will all be like a podcast of 30 minutes or more. 

Although I will be doing other video now though so dont worry my channel is not just going to become a weekly podcast type of channel.

In this video like always i go from one topic to another and around halfway through the paranoia sets in.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZU_ACDHh1g

The big lebowski forum (4/12/2015)

So me and the creator of Cwhoforums tayorous have decided to co create a forum. Completely devoted to the big lebowski, there already is a forum but I don't really like the way that it's laced out etc so me and him had a Skype convosation and we have decided to create a forum devoted to dudeism, the movie, the books, the fests. Really just everything lebowski. It's an amazing community so the forum will have a nice atmosphere. 

So what we are hoping to do is as it slowly grows by the time it gets to 100 members we will purchase a domain name, depending on the traffic etc. we don't know how long that will take because you know it's could blow up overnight or it could take years. 

The same goes for the cwhoforum we are doing the same thing with that, unlike the cwhoforum this is devoted to one topic not just generally everything. 

This forum is going to be heavily dudeist oriented and will have a lot of quotes. So if you are someone who loves everything lebowski then this is the forum for you!

LINK: http://the-big-lebowski.boards.net/

CHATTING HIGH UPDATE (29/11/2015)

From today forward the Chatting High series will be a podcast. I have been wanting to make a podcast for a long time. So I was going to do the Pothead Podcast and then Chatting High was just something on the side. I recorded a few episodes of the Pothead Podcast but they were never released due to them not being satisfactory for me. Also with all of the different drugs that I am doing now, I felt that the pothead podcast would be too constricting for me, I wanted to do something where I can be more general with it. So I thought the term High can refer to any drug really and so the Chatting high series became the bigger, better, faster, stronger version of the Pothead podcast. 

But dont worry I will be doing other videos as well, like bass covers, random vlog type of things, maybe some gaming, I have also been thinking of doing a type of storytime type of thing. 

Well I have told you in a video what I want the channel to be and I kind of am trying to throw off the shackels that I have placed on myself with this series. 

SO THIS IS THE NEW CHATTING HIGH!!!

Trip Report: Ethenidine (28/11/2015)

So today I got a delivery. ITS MY RCS! So I thought that I would order some new one. One of which is Ethenidine. So I thought that I would make a trip report for my first time taking this drug. 

• 21.42

Snorted a line around 4cm in length (i dont have a scale so i do it like that). I didn't want to take that much because I have not done this before. I instantly have a feeling of very slight dizziness.

• 22.12

I am feeling some mild disassociated effects. I am a little off balance and swaying side to side gently. I would say that I am gearing up for a hard trip that's what it feels like right now. My nose is really

• 22.30

Not much stronger than before I am thinking that I maybe will take some more. The good thing about this drug is it doesn't numb your throat and give it that awful chemical taste. But yeah I am feeling pretty disassociated so I think that I may take another line because on MXP I like to get fucked.

• 11.09

I haven't taken the other line yet and I am feeling pretty fucked up but still not enough so I am going to be taking another line at 11.30. But yeah my nose is no longer numb and nor is my throat so at the moment I am happy with Ethenidine.

• 11.18

 I snorted another medium sized line, I am starting to come up some more. So I think that I am in for a wild time! Ill keep you posted.

• 12:00 

I am really fucked up having a great time, my nose and throat are fine. I'm not hungry, I don't feel sick. I am really disassociated. To be honest I don't think I have been this high on mxp before. This shits hardcore man!

• 1.10

Its now 1.10am on Sunday and I am still tripping proper hard. I have just gotten over the peak I think so I am starting to come down now. I dont like to go to bed while still on it I always think of it as a waste and I am scared Ill like OD in my sleep or something.

• 1.30

 Starting to come down gently now, this really is the nicest comedown of all the drugs in the world I think haha,

• 2.00

 Practically sober now and I think that it is safe enough for me to go to bed.


So I think that I will make a video that will correspond with this post thing so keep yours eyes peeled for that. I will also be doing a review on the whole thing when I am sober and then uploading that. So again stay tuned, I will be using this trip report as a kind of guide for the review because for some reason I think that when I am sober I am not going to remember much of this. Oh btw I am still on it when I am writing this so sorry about any ridiculous grammatical things or whatever.

Hole - Violet *BASS COVER* (NEW VIDEO) (27/11/2015)

So I have made a new youtube and zeekly video. Its of me doing a bass cover of the song violet by the band hole. Go and check it out.

Although a warning my bass needs a little tlc so it doesnt sound too good.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPktm79bZrs

The big old drug mistake (27/11/2015)

So basically yesterday I ordered some dissasociatives online and I didnt realise is that I have ordered a shit tonne of cannbinoids as well 3 FUCKING GRAMS! Thatll last like two years!

I didnt want to order these I dont really like having to be so careful with my dosages it scares me a little. So I have contact the site that I have ordered these specific substances and asked if I can send them back and then get my money back as store credit so I can get something else. Maybe some 1P-LSD or something you know. 

If not then I will give them a go but I need to buy a proper scale because the dosages are so fucking low I need to be presise you know.

But anyway I will keep you all posted and start to make a video diary documenting all of the events. 

BEFORE YOU GO!

Why not go over and sign up to: 

http://cwhoforums.boards.net/ 

Something that I have made come into play (26/11/2015)

I have been talking to the founder of http://cwhoforums.boards.net/ named tayorous, anyway I have been talking to him about the forum and methods of promoting it, we are striving for it to become a big forum or at least one with a moderate amount of traffic you know a few regular users. So go over there and sign up and talk about whatever it is a general forum.

But I am getting off track. My point was that I have been talking to tayorous. He is going to be redoing all of the categories making them all easy to navigate etc. But he is going to be making a new care gory devoted to drugs and in there I have got him to create a section where you can do some trip reports. 

Now Incase you don't know what a trip report is. It's basically you do an update at certain times when taking a drug so for an example:

10:30am - snorted 3 lines of mxp

12:00pm - start to feel the mxp take effect

You know basically this type of thing. So I am getting him to create a section for this and also there is going to be a big drug area added to the forum. But keep this quiet because the nazis over at pro boards don't like anything to do with drugs on their fucking site which is stupid because you can get a lot of traffic from the drugs market. People have a lot of question and if you provide the answers is pets. A golden ticket for revenue and that's what this capitalist world runs on, sadly revenue and profited are what makes the world go around.

So go over and sign up to http://cwhoforums.boards.net/

Today is a much better day, I AM REALLY HIGH! (25/11/2015)

In case you never noticed yesterday wasn't the best day for me. I was really pissed off and things where making me more and more agitated. Well the main reason is I was SOBER and whenever I am sober I am a very angry and agitated individual. But thanks to weed I am medicating that almost. The more I smoke the better I feel man and then research chemicals and whatever else seem like a nice little treat and then smoking weed is like just the thing I do you know man.

I am kind of saying this in my head as I type so yeah I am realising that it is probably obvious but in case you didn't know. I am high right now on sweet, sweet mary jane as they say!

I have had quite a good day so that took my mind off how shit my life really is and how yesterday panned out for me. But today has definitely been a much better day.

I got go come home from work early and then I got to spend the most part of the day sat in the fucking forest, smoking the ganja xD. For some reason I am getting a lot of weed from my dealer for only £10. I mean what I am getting for a ten bag is what most people would class as like a skimpy eighth. For some reason I am in my dealers good books at the moment. WHICH IS WHERE YOU 

SHOULD ALWAYS WANNA BE!

I last smoked weed at 4.30pm its now 7pm and I am still high. Well let me tell you what I have had then. 1.50pm a half joint as I like to call it. I was really high from that. Then I had another full joint at 4.30pm and I am still high at 7pm.

I am gonna have a nice night doing what I want and not talking to anyone! GO ME.

ALSO SIDE NOTE: While high I recorded the a new episode of Chatting high so that will be coming your way soon!

Why wont you get out of my life! (24/11/2015)

Why wont you just get out of my life.

Recently there is someone who wont get the fuck out of my life, they want to know all of my

business, they are constantly putting their nose in where it isn't wanted.

Whenever I tell them anything they request proof otherwise they don't believe it. Then they have

a go at me and accuse me of being a liar.

I am writing this in this type of context so that if they do somehow read this as the whole

WaddSolen thing I have kept hidden from friends and family. But anyway if they do somehow

find it and do read this or see the video if I do decide to make a video about it. Then it 

could apply to a few people and then they will never know AHAHAHA!

But no this post really is just me venting my anger that I am feeling towards them at the moment.

So sorry if this post is all over the place. I am getting more and more frustrated with them.

WHY WONT YOU JUST FUCK OFF! CANT YOU SEE THAT I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU! AT THE MOMENT I GENUINELY

HATE YOU AND WANT TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE!

This may all because recently I am starting to hate being around everyone. Apart from one person.

That one person I barely see maybe once a month and that's how I like it. 

Not only that I am already pissed off today, because I was in my sanctuary and someone was walking 

very close to it, so now I am going to have to initiate OPERATION SANCTUARY at a much faster pace.

Tomorrow I am going to be doing a lot of work onto it.

Sorry about this small rant.

Relationship Pressure (21/11/2015)

I keep getting from people in relationships the classic"dont you wish you had a relationship" or "dont you just wish you had someone to call your own" and finally the "dont you want a girlfriend/boyfriend."

Well let me answer all of these questions in one smooth sweep.

No.

I do not want a relationship, I do not want someone to call my own, I dont want a girlfriend in my case.  Why? This is probably the next thing that you are thinking. Well let me tell you why. They never last. They are all amazing for the first few months and then the constant calling and talking gets too much you become bored or each other, you start to notice each others flaws and they become bigger and bigger problems. Then you become verbal about them. In some cases violent.

This happens in almost every relationship. Sadly some of them the violence happens but in most it is only some verbal abuse. But this happens, I have seen this happen to my parents, I have seen this happen with friends, and with my state of mind etc I do not think that it is the best thing for me. I struggle to make friends
because I am a cruel, pessimistic, horrible person, and I know that at first I will be like this, so I can find someone. But with the way I am and the fact that I get tired of people very easily, I know that the inevitable will happen quickly.

I have never been in love. I do not crave love. Because I know that I am better off without it...

Im on a tolerance break **NEW VIDEO** (18/11/2015)

LINK: I'm on a tolerance break :(

I have just uploaded a new video to youtube and zeekly.

In this video I talk about things like when I am going to finally release my face to all of you. I only talk about this briefly though because I plan to go more in depth about this in its own video. So stick around to see that.

I then talk about the main theme of the video which is that I have to take a tolerance break from MXP. This is because I know that I am becoming addicted to it. At the moment it is only mild and I am still able to get away from it. So I have noticed it early and I am going to take some time off. Ideally 2 weeks but I think that I will only be able to managed about a week. It is now Wednesday and I haven't taken it since Saturday, even thought the thought of it makes my mouth water. Lovely, lovely mxp of how I do love you.

I will let you know about how that goes on here I dont think I will make a whole video about it though.

But anyway I am getting off track, go and check out my new video over on youtube and zeekly. I will give you the link again.

LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icliQvJ9JAQ

Indica vs Sativa! (18/11/2015)

Indica Vs Sativa - my thoughts.

Well, I don't think that this is even something worth debating. I mean come on, its obviously Indica!

You don't smoke weed to have a light head rush and a tingly energetic body feeling. You smoke weed to get fucking high!!! 

Therefore why is this even something to consider debating I mean fucking come on man!

The only time I ever smoke Sativa and think its the better of the two is when you only have a few hours to get stoned and then you have to do something. Or if you're a n00b and don't think you can handle getting really high, or at least just high...

But don't get me wrong I do love to smoke Sativa, I mean some weed is better than none, am I right? And the like cross breeds are fucking amazing also you know.

So yeah, you know what I am saying so tell me which you prefer!!!

For me obviously the winner is INDICA!

PS:

I am very stoned on an Indica, Sativa cross right now and I am really fucking high so please mind the grammatical mistakes or some shit I will be giving this a once over some time... maybe... not.

The big reveal! (16/11/2015)

The big reveal. (16/11/2015).

 I have said in my newest unreleased video about the big reveal of my face. Which WILL come in good time. 

This links in with what I said in my last video that once edited was a complete mess, sorry :/ I am frustrated with what I can do with what I have on this channel, due to the fact I have to hide my face and my voice etc. I want this channel to be a vlog channel, a blend of onision speaks (old), kimmy tan, marijuana man and a few others. These are all channels that I really like and inspire me to make videos so I wanna make a channel of my own with aspects of all of these in one. But NOT copying any of them. 

Anyway I am getting off from my original topic. I am going to start making my videos with my face and voice when:

• I get to 50,000 (a long way away)
• It gets to 1 Jan 2017/2018 (most likely to come first)

I only chose that amount of subscribers because it is quite a way away and will take a long time so you are just going to have to wait to 1 jan whatever year. I am saying this like you care but really its more the fact that I am unable to do what I want on this channel so I am setting some goals so that then I can plan some things etc. 

I dont know but I am starting to ramble now so whatever.

WOW MY AMAZING PHONE!!

I am very very happy about this definitely not really fucked off.

So today I locked my phone. 30 minutes later I do to turn it on, so I click it once... Nothing. So I think that oh it might have died or turned off so I'll hold it in and see. So I hold it in... nothing... still nothing... give up. 

Few hours later of me trying to turn it on a few more times. I get home and plug it in to a charger. Nothing. Give it fifteen minutes. Nothing. 

The bottom line is, its fucked. So I am now going to need to get a new phone then with is good and more importantly awful as I don't have the money and I cant get the contract that I want.

Desperate for sanctuary

At the moment I am desperate for a sanctuary that is private so that I can go there and seek refuge away from this single minded capitalist conservative stronghold that is the town in which I live.

I have been having some ideas for a long time about where I can get one the budget and with the means that are available and there is very little for me. 

For recent months I have been using places in the middle of the country side, forests and fields that are off of the tracks used by dog walkers. Although I have been unsuccessful as it seems that everywhere that I go people seem to come. 

This world is litterally driving me to insanity. I need to find something to get me out of here.

My new venture for isolation is less in the great outdoors and I am always keeping my eye out on garages in my local area and the ones that I have been looking at I have to keep in mind a few things.

1. Location.
2. How much it is being used.
3. Who owns it. 
4. How much they will accept.

At the moment I have been unsuccessful. But I am going to push on and post here what happens from now on.

Please people keep your fingers crossed for me.

I need salvation.

Why do my days never run to plan?

So today I was supposed to meet my friend. They dont have a phone at the moment so they had no method of contacting me which was a problem first of all. But to cut a long story short they didnt turn up when they were supposed to. I waited for an hour. In the cold and they never showed up.

Now I do need to say they have done this before. Anyway so I leave.  Go and get a tens (Gram of Weed). Then I get a call from an unknown number. Its them telling me this ridiculous story about how the bus broke down or some shit like that.

In the end they met me two hours after they had told they would be. But my point is why do my days have a plan and then always going in ten different directions and me have no control. Does this happen to you?

What this is.

This is my blog kind of thing. I will be posting things here that wont be posted somewhere else. These will be like text and image based posts.