I keep getting from people in relationships the classic"dont you wish you had a relationship" or "dont you just wish you had someone to call your own" and finally the "dont you want a girlfriend/boyfriend."
Well let me answer all of these questions in one smooth sweep.
No.
I do not want a relationship, I do not want someone to call my own, I dont want a girlfriend in my case. Why? This is probably the next thing that you are thinking. Well let me tell you why. They never last. They are all amazing for the first few months and then the constant calling and talking gets too much you become bored or each other, you start to notice each others flaws and they become bigger and bigger problems. Then you become verbal about them. In some cases violent.
This happens in almost every relationship. Sadly some of them the violence happens but in most it is only some verbal abuse. But this happens, I have seen this happen to my parents, I have seen this happen with friends, and with my state of mind etc I do not think that it is the best thing for me. I struggle to make friends
because I am a cruel, pessimistic, horrible person, and I know that at first I will be like this, so I can find someone. But with the way I am and the fact that I get tired of people very easily, I know that the inevitable will happen quickly.
I have never been in love. I do not crave love. Because I know that I am better off without it...
Well let me answer all of these questions in one smooth sweep.
No.
I do not want a relationship, I do not want someone to call my own, I dont want a girlfriend in my case. Why? This is probably the next thing that you are thinking. Well let me tell you why. They never last. They are all amazing for the first few months and then the constant calling and talking gets too much you become bored or each other, you start to notice each others flaws and they become bigger and bigger problems. Then you become verbal about them. In some cases violent.
This happens in almost every relationship. Sadly some of them the violence happens but in most it is only some verbal abuse. But this happens, I have seen this happen to my parents, I have seen this happen with friends, and with my state of mind etc I do not think that it is the best thing for me. I struggle to make friends
because I am a cruel, pessimistic, horrible person, and I know that at first I will be like this, so I can find someone. But with the way I am and the fact that I get tired of people very easily, I know that the inevitable will happen quickly.
I have never been in love. I do not crave love. Because I know that I am better off without it...
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