Im sick and have some regrets.

So I'm sick.

I only have a cold and have done for the last week or so. But I have been quite busy.

I am ill to the point where I don't want to take any drugs. I just want to focus on getting better as at the moment i just feel like... eugh.

This weekend i have a lot of regrets I have done stuff that i know i shouldn't. nothing really that bad but stuff i have done so many times. But today i have made the decision that i am not going to make the same mistakes again, all in the name of bettering myself like said in my video about taking a break.

This is how i am bettering myself, i make the mistakes that i normally make and then decide and create methods of avoiding them. So that i will slowly little by little get to the point where i want to be.

Sorry. I am just really agitated at the moment and i needed to rant and give myself a little bit of a release. So thank you for being that.